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I hate living

Post by Lirisa on Sat Jul 09, 2016 3:14 am

I hate living. I feel like a burden on everyone and everything. I wish I could stop breathing. My life feels like a waste. The only time I don't feel utter numbeness is when I cut myself, but then I hate myself even more. I feel disgusted by myself. Why can't I be normal? I feel so exhusted by everything. Smiling without meaning it comes so easily, but it still hurts.
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Re: I hate living

Post by Tristar Majestica on Sat Jul 09, 2016 4:40 am

Lirisa let me tell you something:

You are not a burden on anyone, or anything. You are not a burden on yourself or anyone else. Please don't hate yourself! Please, talk to people you trust, your family or friends. Explain to them your feelings. They will always help.

You should not feel that no one likes you, or that you are a burden on people. You are not a burden. You should live life to the fullest; make it what you want it to be. Don't worry what others think.
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Re: I hate living

Post by Sven Shieldmaker on Sat Jul 09, 2016 6:27 am

Well, I like you and want you to keep living.
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Re: I hate living

Post by Solaris on Sat Jul 09, 2016 9:25 am

I actually enjoy talking to you when i was in GPA Lirisa.
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Re: I hate living

Post by Lirisa on Sat Jul 09, 2016 11:40 am

Thank you for your kindness, guys. Sorry about this. I just have been feeling rather hopeless as of late.
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Re: I hate living

Post by Solaris on Sat Jul 09, 2016 6:36 pm

Lirisa wrote:Thank you for your kindness, guys. Sorry about this. I just have been feeling rather hopeless as of late.

It's okay Lirisa. If you need anyone to talk to. You can find me on IRC or you can inbox me ingame.
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Re: I hate living

Post by BuySomeChips on Mon Jul 11, 2016 6:15 pm

Lirisa wrote:I hate living. I feel like a burden on everyone and everything. I wish I could stop breathing. My life feels like a waste. The only time I don't feel utter numbeness is when I cut myself, but then I hate myself even more. I feel disgusted by myself. Why can't I be normal? I feel so exhausted by everything. Smiling without meaning it comes so easily, but it still hurts.

It's ok Lirisa, if you need someone to PM I'm here. You meant something to me of course as I appointed you as director in my time. You've been very nice company in the alliance as a whole and you came across as a very nice hearted person.

I'll message you if you'd like.
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Re: I hate living

Post by Francisco II on Tue Jul 12, 2016 8:30 am

Lirisa, don't get you down, remember that GPA is more than a p&w alliance, everyone can talk here, we are here not only to play but to share ourself, our feelings, our ideas and far more. Don't trust who say you are a burden, worthless or something like that, remember that everyone has some good on himself, we just need to find that good and let it out. Live how you want to live, and remember that no one have the right to change you or try to tell you what to do Wink

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